finally, one more fullstop to end our semester two term one, and one more capital letter to start our Holidays!
surely, i am much relieved, after tons of stressful days and nights, weeks by weeks.
now, left with jewellery sketches, food project; breakfast in 3minutes.
stool, loot my stool.
after 3small, 2medium, we finally get to have our final big model, stool, one to one scale, crazy fibreglass that we use to wrap around our stool.
yes, itchy, worsen my skin condition, but i dont curse, because i know i am the one who choose to carry it out, i wanted to continue and complete it with pride.
so no matter how long i have to hug my stool, like for 12days?
i still hold on to it, yes, finally done with it.
seriously glad that i managed this, and to overcome this material!
100% hope you can be around to help, but quite pleased, at least i finally got something out without your help. opps, your shoe gloves is considered as one? oh stop it!
i should have understand long ago, sometimes, forcing it towards yourself brings nothing but pain, but my understanding level is sure low, haha, stop laughing.
yes, you are not just painly busy, is fully packed, yes, i know i know, i can understand, but not a nice kind right, i know i know.
just bear with me and i will learn to be independent, blame it yourself, you let me depend on you far too much that i never realise that it is so strong and now to pluck myself out is totally impossible but ya, i am trying.
and now, i am free, from a lot of commitments, a lot of work, and this money issue i am having in preparing for my dalian trip (hopefully, unless you stop me), and my itp is still not settled!
serious, a big nono for myself. so sad.
and omg, i am going malaysia tmr, which is not a big surprise because i expected it, and that the most big thing is that i nearly can go genting again with sister! but too bad.
there's so much so much that i want to tell but i know you might not want to hear. hahs!
i know you are packed this holiday, so can i squeeze a bit into your time, just a little, i will not be a pest, i swear!
oh, christmas, what's more, i love it all, night cycling, i seriously want to go! but mummy told me it's tang yuan, tang yuan, omg! i want i want, i really love tang yuan becos of its super chewy skin and of cos my fav peanuts! but too bad, i know i cant take them now due to my can faint fibreglass that causes me to have unnecessary cuts as well as rashes on my hands plus my feet!
sad sad sad, christmas how i wish i can celebrate it with you, dont tell me you are working again! i dont want and not allowing you to continue to work anymore! save all your talkings, i am not listening, and i want you to fully concentrate on your dearest fyp.
all the best nerdy!
and yes, going to get something for you guys, hopefully honey n i can meet up again and maybe a christmas celebration with her too, as well as the aunties and the nuts, hope i can join in, but maybe not! too old gang, hahas!
and who else, prang? ohhhhhhhhhh, i really miss you lots la!
the big sister that doesnt look like a sister!
and what about you? what should i get for you, i know deeply what i want to buy and told someone, but it's far too crazy? i dont know, not yet to really get it but...
oh ya, good luck to those who are still having mst man! like panda, and more.
seeeeee, i mention you! i am such a nice friend, hahs!
ohhhh, i got to get myself a backpack as well as a wallet, maybe a pouch like, or wristlet, just like my one at the moment!
i dont like it too complicated, just simple and nice, just like you.
oh talking about wallet, i seriously am angry about it, i know it is far to childish but i really dont like it, please please, for god sake, if you really like him just say, dont act as if you are our love consultant and there you go, taking a picture of yours and his? i super angry and caused me to have 100% no mood in spraying and it really reflects. But i know it is totally not either his or your fault but please, i am still affected by it and i dont want means i dont want, i just want to be so mean! ok, i am sorry about it, sometimes when you feel unsafe, you tend to stop believing and there you go, an arguement but this is not going to happen this time.
get back to the real me, calm down, ok, hmm, so talking about school, fc4 seems to be our new hangout place due to our 50plus project that is held at w1115 and that is the place where glendon's fyp is but i didnt get to see him for once! unhappy! hahs, but i met him quite a few times this term, cool! and ya, he got a new gf, claps! yes, sarah, hahs, the one he said nono, she's not, but still, hahs. love is such unpredictable, and we didnt expect what it's going to come and go. so ya, let's not talk about that, it just makes me think about some other things.
and ya, i missed the japan trip, because of money money, why money, so bad!
ya, and he is working because of money.
stupid money, hahs, i have been talking like a crab!
something bad, i have been late for many many days, so many till i lost count, because my early boy is not sending me anymore, you know for those who knows and timetable never seems to meet. and now i am just peacefully waiting for my warning letter, yes, thanks to myself, i hope that it will not come if not, i dont know where my head will land. hahs!
got quite a lot of good deals and cheap thrills in school and outside, so ya, this term is pretty much fun after all, and that we got pantry! super cool ya, and i managed to cook an egg, YES, an egg in school, studio. cup noodles, biscuits, tibits, etc.
and this is why some stay in school till security guards keeps shoo-ing us away! no la, cos we seriously cannot finish our work so we keep staying till late nights, not just us but our juniors too, one night it was a big thing man, serene and i was the last to leave and one junior is still in the fishtank, ya, we didnt scare him off if not he dare not stay till late late la, i think he ton sia. shhhhhhhhhhh..... hahas,!
last week is the most terrible week because i went back to school 7days a weeek, meaning i went back every day and till 9plus 10. so cool right, hahs, ya, cool my foot, super tired and i have to ensure myself to wake up at 7plus 8 so to prepare as well as to reach school latest by 10plus cos have to go other places to stock up food and materials and safety things.
yes, and now i am typing lot and lots asking myself whether to stop or is there anything else to type.
oh, and kitty trend up my house, my mummy is a super bias one, how can she keep buying things for baby? so bad, till i keep nagging her and now even my tissue is of hello kitty design, worse of all is that i am not a fan of it but yaya, i still like the background design. and i wanted something different so ya, over all, the tissue is rated as 7/10. drop 1 becos of mummy's bias-ness. and now
omg, i rmb i still got my table to do, i mean my HTI presentation on table.
my fren told me tt hw lucky i didnt join popular cos he said girls normally will get bullied, so yaya, but i am also quite busy la. i just hope to work with you, yes you, nerdy!
got to ask ask ask.
okok, very very late now, i got to go walk around and see if i can fall asleep, if not, i just continue to walk around like the security guard. lols.
