i wanted everything to stay the same, but feelings fade & people change.
& i no longer cross my fingers, make wishes on my birthday, because wishes i made, will not happen anymore.
because real loss only occurs when you lose something you love more than yourself.
hope you can understand, i am not begging because i cannot let go, it's just that.
and i never thought you would do this to me,
when i handed you my heart, i didn't realize you would give it back split into a million different shattered pieces.
and just because you ignored me, doesnt mean i dont adore you, it's just that i can never show it anymore.
but dont you worry about me, my heart's not broken anymore.
loving you still make me feel safe, because you saw me when i was invisible.
and it doesnt mean i cannot forget you, it's just that i crossed the line between liking you and being in love, and now i cant get back.
i have begged myself to move on, because i see you doing it, but i'm not you, i still feel for you, i still cannot set myself free.
and now, for me to know, you n i will no longer meet, you are leaving, and i have to live, i will learn to walk home myself, learn to go to work myself, learn to be myself, deep down i know, i have lost one part of me, that is you.
i promised i will not cry, i will not let tears down anymore, and you go get someone better, at least when i see you happy, though i still mind, it's alright, because you set free too.
good bye, never remember me.
