you dont look silly with roses while waiting, my dear.
because it is when i see you with a lot of courage, waiting for your love.
i want to see you one million times a day,
i want to know you deeper in any way.
if you think, this wasnt true, it's when you turn your head and decided to walk away.
i dont mean to leave with so many unnecessary acts,
i just wanted to stand firm, to show that i am serious about everything about you.
if i did not do all these, i hope it would have leave you with a better heart.
i wished tears would wash all these pain away, so do you.
i know it's hard, i'm trying, give me time.
the thought of losing you in school, hurts.
the running tracks will always be filled with runners,
but if there aint you motivating me,
i know i cant run as well as before.
you know my weakness,
you know my strengths,
you are someone i never once try to hide myself,
you are like my mama n jiejie,
you are close,
you are everything,
you are an angel,
you never let me fall, for once.
the thought of us being like this now,
tear me apart,
i feel so worn off.
please, i never once want to know what this is,
numb my feelings,
let me sink in the deep sea,
not fall for anyone anymore.
this life, will never be the same anymore.
