how how how,
i'm so spoilt with choices,
and with a imac,
oh my,
so used to their keyboard,
opps.
working as an intern,
brought me into another different dimension,
and to a sotong world,
realised that i really need to know how to survive alone.
hmmmm, maybe life being alone is not so much about loneliness anymore,
it's about understanding his good and bad,
when he's around when he is gone.
i get it,
i appreciate your presences previously,
i understand you and you understand me,
that's why we are so afraid of lying,
because we know deeply,
when and why you deceive or hide the truth.
maybe nerdy has changed,
maybe he can only live in my space,
and maybe i dont understand him like how i did before,
but that will not stop me from anything.
i know it has beeen shortly,
months,
then soon, years will start to accumulate,
i hope the three years that you said will still come,
and i hope to see the one i know/knew a few month ago, again.
and and and, i swear i thank you for walking slowly with me,
eating fast yet waiting for me,
talking to me,
because now i realised, guys eat real fast and they walk really fast,
i am like a maid, running to try to catch up the three guys.
hahas, what a joke,
i want to walk like how we girls go lunch together,
talk and talk, laugh and laugh,
now my laughter has decreased,
my talking has minimised,
and i thought that i can do it since i am like this since young,
but i think beth taught me the talking way of speaking,
i am now a loud and big mouth =/
lols, oh and all the funny moments i have with prang, the hamster and dep dep, my honey.
and anyway, crazy girls are both in thailand leaving me here!
roars!
hope they have lots of good deals and bargains!
closing my line with a good nnights,
i love itp!
