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Saturday, March 13, 2010
i'm lost!


somehow, i decided to live without haunting you anymore.
somehow, i thought it's so cool to ditch the thought of having a bf anymore.
somehow, i knew i have to name you as a, womanizer.

and somehow or rather, i am out of you, you are out of my world.
kick ass people!
vulgar words i am going to give all of them back to you, after today,
when i see you in anywhere or everywhere, i will pretend that we are strangers, like how you treated me, if i am in a super good mood, maybe i will say hi.

maybe i will still melt a little, but i will never break myself anymore.
because of you, i have been living like nothing,
not going to do so anymore,
every time i am being ignored or treated like a piece of shit,
that's the end of siew teng, that siew teng you wished you can destroy.

but i am going to tell you, you are going to be death if you think of this anymore again.

and now, i will throw away every single dirt you left with me, mentally.

goodbye to the weak person, st, you are just done with all these madness, crazy days.

maybe i will never appear in your wonderful womanizer life and i am saying the final countdown every day, hoping that god please let you get out of sp, i dont want to see this guy anymore.

haha, i wished i can be this mean every minute, let the hate wash away the memories of a person.

i think as long as i can forget about you, you wont mind me writing these, shitts.