i miss every single bit,
i thought i already stopped.
maybe leonard, you think it's alright,
i am going to be fine the next minute,
the next hour, day, night, weeks, months, years.
or maybe you dont even care.
let me reminisces,
let me sink,
let me be what i want to be,
but i think,
i will never go further than where you have brought me.
i need to go back after i end my studies,
i have the urge of going back to my grandma,
telling her how much i have been through this time,
i know i shouldnt worry her,
but i really need her to tell me,
it's ok, it's part of life,
let ah ma hug you.
awwwwwwwwww, i feel like crying again.
ah ma, wo hao xiang ni ah,
please dont let your leg go weak,
eyes go blur-vision.
please dont let her go through all these,
she is nice, and warm.
i miss you.
