the two months of surviving with only
tiean and
yanling,
plus my gossip boy,
raffi.
sometimes it's so cold that we get closer and closer together as a class, as the 16stand alone buddies.
how much i wonder if i am in Dalian, will everything still be the same?
i miss them so much, and now i feel so drifted apart, just by that 2
mths?
but i think it's that sudden meet up that makes us feel awkward, at least for the meeting.
after that, it was like aunties and uncles, gathering
tgt gossiping.
i really miss the very quiet days, yet the noisy days.
i don't know what i am talking about but i think the two
mths have taken me away.
to somewhere far, or maybe it's just us that have been apart.
i wonder if he wonder what i am wondering.
two
mths have been too long a suffer, with all the heartbroken stories.
i was taken aback by what happened, and what is happening right now.
tell me that all are normal, everything is fine.
he got a
gf,
and she got a bf,
the closest people to me.
i wonder if he still think of me, or when he think of me, what will he say?
and now the most miserable thing is not about nerdy.
it's about b.
i just need to talk to her asap.
deprived from her gossips and her love.
LOL!
please come back soon.
and i seriously love the gossips today, shared by
mr randy and
wj,
as well as the serious big meeting, serene,
veron,
tiean and of cos, me.
hahas.
i want to talk more, i need them in my life, and i really miss them and love them la.!
all my girls! (:
but i know i got no time, when i get a F, the moment suddenly blank me off, i
dont know why and how come, when i thought we are doing well, at least ok, and
thierry said, seems like we have misunderstood his words. or maybe we just do the other way.
my mind starts to wonder, if i am suitable for design, it's the second time.
but i
dont want to give up, i really like it very much,
but like and suitable is two diff things.
tell me, i can do it.
i must do it, it's the last year, and i got to graduate.
hahs, cycling off to bed.
