tell me if i see too much, think too much or even sleep too much ):
in the plight where i dont know what to feel, what to think and what to do,
tell me if i am right, and if i am wrong.
see me in the happy go lucky,
i think i am in a shit.
tell me if i am silly, tell me i am stupid,
tell me i am worse than 2months ago.
how i wished i really gone to dalian,
maybe now,
it will be me with a china boy tgt with beth and tong. LOL!
then maybe i will let go, forget, and really talk to him as pure as tissue!
i am so in the worse of me, tell me what can i do to get rid of all these.
i really want him to be good with her,
i really want him to be happy,
i really wish that she could give him happiness that i couldnt,
i really wish he can live without this sardine packed life.
i wished one day, i can say, hey joker, long time no see, and look at him with no other strings attached.
my friend still couldnt forget about her,
i keep telling him, i think it affects him too,
then tell me if i am right to stop contacting him,
because he can not be reminded that he miss her.
i wonder if i am always wrong, seems like i have never been good.
i wonder if you can talk to me without thinking that i am still into you.
please for the sake of your gf,
just let me removed myself from my past.
i hope she will be happier,
i hope that you can be like what you wanted.
am i doing the right?
