hahahaha, saw my title for this post? i'm feeling so great!
really! heees, i dont know why but it seems so good, and it has been great!
hahs, i'm got everything i need, and everything i bought is like finally in placed.
no wonder he feels so good about having speakers for his lappy, now i feel so wow by speakers by my lappy! hahs, went daiso randomly, wanted to get my paper shelve changed since it's from him, and everything got to be changed! hahs, but find it really unnecessary, although mummy wants it to be 'gone'. hahs, but personally feeling alright about it, because it's well made! hahs, great gift from my friend! (:
hahs, then i got my things, finally! hees, mails are like so unpredictable. sometimes fast sometimes slow.
and kite flying trips are excellent man! i really like it and are enjoying moments with my friends and all! esp when my handmade kite is like flying till so far away! i'm sooooo happy!
and without his help! hahs, he went china again, but he's back! wooooo, i feel like the man in my family! i'm so gonna be strong, so gonna be independent! loves!
it really brings me the joy plus experiencing the life, life we all are having, all the setbacks are like setbacks in life, we might have difficulties flying a kite, but once it's finally up, how would you feel, and when you got to maintain your kite, letting go then pulling it back, then again, how would you feel?
i finally understand what life should be, maybe just a little but at least it's the small mile step i move forward and i'll like to see myself moving forward with meanings.
pardon me for being so sudden, i'm feeling a little upset though, i miss random craps with you, i miss talking together like nobody's business, and i really hope time can travel back, but i'm contented by the unexpected chance we happened to, decided to be like partners, then we work things out together, i dont know why, everytime when there's you, i'll be happy, even just some small chats, it really joys me up, maybe we stick through tough moments together so now, when we are back to individuals, i still want your advices, your help and talks, to give me assurances that i no longer need L. you are really one of my xoxo gossip friend!
