i dont know if i have been spamming your facebook news feed, if i did, i'm sorry.
seriously gt to stop doing that. that's why i'm here again.
for year 2010, it has been great, because i'm no longer depending on someone, i dont think of someone, i've moved on. cool eh?
i love the things i do, i love what is on going, the process, the thinking, the learning and the teaching.
and i love people around me, more and more, maybe a few distanced off, a few closer, a few stop contacting, or etc. i gain more friends.
i cant stop thinking, about being happy.
i'm happy because, i'm single, some friends of mine, are attached. lovely doves! make me feel extra happy for them, and i love seeing them happy, they brighten my day! lovelove.
i'm happy about fyp, at least it's something i like, i'm happy about those stressful moments, those scary faces, those nasty remarks, those 'you can move on' moments, you are on the right track moments, nervous periods before presentation, holding hands and praying that we'll get through, and everything about us staying together, talking about it, discussing about it, living with it, and etc.
then again, looking at people, humans. i realised, i was kick out by someone, i'm affected, but it's ok, you n i are just parallel lines that never gonna meet, again.
and, i learn from lessons, that humans, oh humans, you disappoint me more and more, i'm not perfect, but i see true colors, eh, forget about it, i dont want it to affect me. i shall not talk about that.
eyecandiessss! you filled my 2010! hahs, but goodbye to you, you and i should never cross path, you and i should keep distance, you and i should be individuals. but i love, when you comment on my status, so please carry on.
then i make a lot of new and nice people, friends, i'm thankful i worked with R, for p&g, and lots of talkings to do, you taught me a lot of things, you make me confused, lost, then bring me back, you said it's process of designing. hahaha, i hope i'm improving?
i do a lot of touching, after the haptic workshop, everything, touch touch touch, no more of "dont touch", it only shows, no touch no learn! pardon me.
i just went marina bay sand, it's awesome, without you! i can go there myself toooooooo! hahahahaha, fun fun fun, love the scenery, love the group i went with, love bikini babes! LOL, that's definitely a joke!
i want to runaway, go to somewhere far, masayo's trip, makes me wanna go away, to learn, to explore, and definitely can be alone, independent!
that's further pull me closer to singlehood life, why not? i've begin to life like i'm only with me, myself, and i. kinda sad, when you see couples, with frens or family.
but i'm plain happy with being myself alone. hahahah, i shop alone recently, i do things pretty much alone, i'm positive ok!
i love when i no longer hope for someone which now i feel damn toooopid about it. but thanks for being part of my life, before.
through times, i understand that, even if you got plenty of friends, no one is there when you needed someone, what;s the point?
so i'm contented with my few lucky charm friends! i'm lucky to have them! so i called them, lucky charms.
this xmas, is gonna be more and more people! i gonna love that too!
and i'm more in touch with books, blogs and readings.
i'm loving it. hahs, quote from Mac.
get some gadgets, i'm going to aim higher, earn some pennies, and get what i want n need.
in total, i'm quite happy and excited with things right now, cant wait for 2011, and hope it will get a lot better, and hope he would surprise me, instead of questioning me.
i hope those who wants to get attached, quickly find their loves! and those who are attached alrdy, stay happy, stay tune!
as for someone like me, all the best man! i'm wishing yet not waiting, no one gonna stop my life again, it's moving, zooooooommmmmmmmm!
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and plenty of thanks, for being by my side, cheering me up, hoping that i'll move on, talkings, encouring, motivating, hugs n kisses! all of those, i love you all, you know who you are (:
realised i wasnt that strong and brave, you guys keep me going, listening to make you feel my love, makes me feel, i'm not so great like how the lyrics speaks. i cant hold for a million years, to make you feel my love, then i guess, i'm still weak.
