i couldnt find a reason up here, writing about how i feel and such,
it's too complicated and way too absurb to talk about.
i came as i was waiting for my model to dry up, and while i take a break before practicing my speech.
ltr on will be another scary day, presentation! i'm the last 3rd.
i dont know what i'll be doing, other than listening, practicing, i dont know, no idea at all.
then again, after so many days, i havent been here, i wonder why.
someone, someone, someone.
it has never been someone else.
i started living like this, carefree. serious.
i dont know why i dont care anymore about texts, calls or etc.
maybe i'm used to having all at the time, or maybe gone, for now.
it has been intensive, weeks ago. you might be someone i know, but never again.
i would say, you are everything a girl wants, but think too highly of yourself.
and i didnt want to break a friendship, and i broke it.
2different person actually. hahs.
now i will wait till the sun rise, till sunset, till the day, you contact me, till the loneliness washed me away, till the warm touches us again, till the morning dew free us apart, till the very day we be friends again.
